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Monday, I am losing it here.

     My mother has done something to her back or (hip).  I think it is her back.  She is flat in bed and so sick.  Too many pain meds and she is vomiting.  What a mess.  I really do not know what to do for her.  I just feel so bad.  She is like me in the fact that nothing gets her down (physically) and she is some what of a workaholic.  So having to lie still is hard for her.  I do believe it is the same muscle that I pull once in  a while.  I don't know what makes it go but it has you down for at least a week.  Stressful!
     My finances are a wreck.  I have no money and only $823.00 in savings.  I did not get to work much last week as Mother came on Wednesday.  She came to help but it has been slow going, now we are not going at all!  D#3 flew to D#1 to take care of the baby this week.  She will fly home next Sunday.  D#2 is heading to Boise to take yet another test for her license.  D#2 is on my radar right now, as she spends money she does not have and then expects me to bail her out.  I don't have it.  I am just so tired and I feel that I am not making any progress.  In fact I am falling behind.
     I have to realize it is like this every summer, but I don't like it.

Out My Window:  Picked many small yellow squash and zucchini.  Green beans are producing.  I found one large over grown zucchini and cut it up and threw it to the chickens. Have you ever had 6 birds turn their heads side ways and look at you out of one eye and say "You have got to be kidding?" see even chickens don't like over grown zucchini.

     Repertory rehearsal is over, we only have tech rehearsal left.  Our hurricane/tornado choreography went well.  I am just glad it is done.  I have a ton of work in the shop. Thank goodness as I need the money!  Say a prayer for me, I am a little fractured right now.

Have a great and productive day!

Kim   

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